Meh

I am kicking myself for being so upset by all of this. I'm awfully spoiled, and anyways, it's not as if I haven't experienced drier periods. I just feel rather alone - because this move will not only separate me from my family, it will also separate me from old friends... and as only deeper relationships have real meaning to me, I have to spend a while utterly rootless.

But aside from that, what's getting to me is that it's just a spell in the twilight zone between a challenge and a wonderful, exciting time. Either one I can deal with, but the space in between is hard. :(

I suppose I'll deal with it by studying harder... Keeping busy. :)