August 31, 2009

Enough Already

I'm starting to get quite sick of certain repeat elements in my education. Currently, the dominant frustrations are: the concept of "unlearning", Wikihatred, and wise master Yoda.

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Unlearning

I have been in so many classes now where they tell us that the time has come to "Unlearn what we have learned". It sounds dramatic, of course, and it strikes fear into the hearts of many, which I suppose is the intent. I groan. If I was really going to be unlearning everything I learned in the prerequisites, they wouldn't be prerequisites, would they?

Why would I go to school for 18 years (K-Undergrad Super Senior) if I'm spending half of each year unlearning the year before? Stupidity.

English is the worst about this, because in English, it's true to a certain extent. First they tell you to start being creative and coming up with other words for 'said', then they tell you that's foolish, don't try to make your work any more flowery than comes naturally. And I can sort of see where they're coming from. But from the sound of things, they want to completely rewrite your knowledge of the English language every year. And that's just not what happens.

On the other hand, I wonder if they don't sometimes mean that, rather than deleting our previous knowledge, we are merely augmenting it, rewriting it in such a level of increased detail that some people feel as though it's a different set of knowledge whatsoever. In which case we need a technology update - we are no longer handwriting or even handtyping things, where we need to redo a page to add a detail. We work on computers - we can just click between the lines and resume where we left off.

I don't know about you, but I flatter myself by considering my brain more like a computer than a rudimentary writing tablet.
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Wikihatred

Otherwise respectable teachers start looking like baptist preachers when they get in on this subject. Yes, certainly there are some students who use Wikipedia very irresponsibly, but I feel like there is a lot of ignorance on the part of teachers about this subject as well.

They tell you that their six year old nephew can edit Wikipedia. I've heard this statement from enough people, in enough contexts, that I don't think they even have a six year old nephew, and I really don't think he edits Wikipedia. I think instead it's a statement made in fear and misunderstanding, a hyperbole.

The truth is that Wikipedia is rather strict. Sure, if there's a long list of names of people who invented Photoshop on one page, you might get away with slipping your name in. But when is it really going to matter?

It depends on why you're using Wikipedia.

I would not use it to fact check an individual or to write a report on a political candidate - basically, in any way that A.) Someone would have a motive to put false information on Wikipedia and B.) I would suffer negative consequences from using this false information. Which is a lot of ways.

But if I am sitting around wondering about, for example, the History of Time Zones, or Wasabi, I will check Wikipedia. And Lo! The information is correct. It's not an excuse for a textbook, of course, but if I am a bit curious about a given topic, it's a fine source for me to indulge my curiosity.

Another way I frequently use Wikipedia is to get an idea of the broader context that a given thing fits within. In my opinion, Wikipedia's hyperlinks are invaluable. I can spend half a day going from one page to another, and another. Everything in our world is interconnected, and Wikipedia does remarkably well at illustrating those connections.

Wikipedia has features that would never be found in a more serious reference book. For example, on most pages, it also lists references to popular culture that mentions a specific topic. If I was looking for that information for, say, a school report, I would fact check it elsewhere, of course. Still, where else am I going to go for that feature? It is entirely a product of the Wiki system.

And Wikipedia is NOT as easy to edit as everyone says. Going back to the Photoshop Staff reference - yes, such a thing is possible. But I have tried to update Wikipedia five or six times. I've only had two edits go through. One was about my dorm on campus, a subject of little importance and one I had a good deal of knowledge on. Plus I cited newspaper and magazine articles. The other was to fix a typo.

All of my other updates have been thrown out - not even because they were silly or rediculous, but often because the information was deemed 'not crucial', or my references were not considered academic enough.

Just try it sometime. See how long your edit lasts before it is rejected.

Better yet, instead of trying to break the system, look at the discussion page for any article, and watch others go back and forth, debating the content, trying to bring it to a level of maximum accuracy.

I wish even one teacher would try to take a balanced look at Wikipedia instead of declaring it the next great Satan.

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Wise Master Yoda

This last peeve of mine differs from the others in that it is less of an attack on a worrisome trend in modern education and more of a personal irony. Horrible writing, I know, to end this post with the weakest of the three grievances, but there you are.

I've never seen Star Wars. Oh, go ahead and freak out, I know that it's weird that I haven't seen it, seeing as I'm not only a human being but also well known to be a consumer of alternative culture. But seriously, I haven't seen Star Wars, except for, arguably, Episode One and Three, on separate occasions, when the movies were on in the background and received a whole 5% of my attention.

And except for Yoda. You know, the space ship is sinking and Luke (?) makes it come out of the mud and Yoda says all those things you see on shirts all the time. "Impossible is Nothing.... Do or do not, there is no try... That is why you fail..."

Yeah. I knew from the moment the screen looked like a misty swamp and I heard robot beeps that I was in for my third, special, in class viewing of this scene, and this scene alone. The first time was in sixth grade, eight years ago. Enough already.

Rose Bush

It's cold suddenly, as it shouldn't be in Missouri until October at the earliest.

And one day it drizzled, also a rare event. We felt as though we were walking through misters at an amusement park. One boy said he wished it would just rain, it would be better. I had to disagree. My socks were dry. :) Still, even our rains are more of a summer phenomenon. It was strange for it to be so cool so early and so wet so late.

On that drizzly day, I had to go to the student health center between classes. I debated running back for my jacket, then decided to push through. I took a funny turn, one I wouldn't have taken unless I had taken the middle road further than average, debating whether or not to head back to South.

And in an artificial canyon sheltered from the wind by two buildings, I came across a rosebush. The bright red flowers and deep green leaves were covered in silver droplets.

I had time, I stopped and stared. Two minutes went by. Then the wind came through a gap between the buildings and rustled the branches of my rosebush - the droplets lifted in a silver mist and washed over me.

August 29, 2009

My Life/Japan Stuff Coming: Tomorrow

Today Zahra and I went to Rock Bridge. I showed her around and we clambered all over the stream with remarkable surefootedness. ;) Then we studied a bit sitting on a large rock and utterly at the mercy of the sun, which seemed to regulate the temperature more than normal today.

I also cleaned a bit in the morning. It thrills me when my stuff is arranged nicely. But not in a satisfaction sort of way, more of a giggly, feel like I'm living in a hotel room kind of way. I never keep my stuff organized. I have a hard time remembering that this is my stuff. But it's also very nice to live in. In some ways it takes a lot of upkeep... or does it really? My mom always said that I'd never save a dollar driving around on empty, and she's right, of course, and I feel like it might apply in this case as well. If my room is a cesspool and I'm working each day to clear a walking path, does it ultimately require any less upkeep time than a more orderly room? A puzzle for the ages. So far I'm winning the struggle to be organized, just barely. And next week I get more money, which means printer plug ins and paper, a rolling organizer thing (which will help a lot... no more excuses for ANYTHING to just sit around), a paper towel holder, and a water boiler.

Tomorrow I've a bit of homework and I'm on call in the evening, but I'm also planning a writing frenzy. I want to finish the email to Liisa I'm more than halfway through, and I want to start writing about Japan. It's started hitting me. It was absolutely amazing and then I needed to concentrate on other stuff when I came home, so I distanced myself from it and it became not quite real. Now I'm having some sort of flashback. I can start remembering.

August 25, 2009

First Image from Japan

Still don't have time to properly write anything, or even dig through and find the top twenty most amazing photos or anything like that, but I thought I'd give all of you who are waiting patiently a little teaser.

This is photoshopped. But I own both pictures, and the text (and other things, mainly my lack of skill) makes it obvious that it's photoshopped, so I think it's okay. XD The background is a picture I took in Yokohama when it was all lit up at dusk. The foreground is a shot of Mayumi, her grandmother, and me. They were absolutely fabulous hosts.

August 23, 2009

The Quiet Before the Storm

Classes start Monday. My God, that's tomorrow! I've been here for so long already that it's hard for me to believe that classes haven't started yet, but on the same token I'm getting used to life here without them. And that's dangerous - especially this weekend, when we're not completely swamped with reslife stuff and being tempted by freetime. That said, today I have to lead the first community meeting for our floor, and finish my syllabus and lesson plan for tomorrow. I also need to do a little bit of housekeeping and figure out where all my classes are, send a schedule to my mother, etc. And I haven't completely wasted the weekend. I cleaned my room pretty nicely, to the point where other than a bit of evil chaos under my bed, things look nice, and I can find everything, and it's actually relaxing to walk in. And I got to meet Zahra, which was lovely. :) I really hope she has a good experience here.:D

And finally I did a bit of grocery shopping, buying Nutella, seaweed, and a few of my favourite snacks from Japan from Chong's Market downtown. I bought Pepero (which is almost Pocky), Choco Boy Mushrooms (which are almost Mushroom Valley Mushrooms), and Korean Shrimp Flavoured Cracker (which are/is almost Japanese Shrimp Flavoured Cracker). So far I've only eaten the Pepero, which I remember happily eating all through last year. It tastes hard, dry. The chocolate is thin. Just - not quite as good. XD But happily I can get real Japanese Pocky at Wal Mart for only 2-3 times the price I paid in Japan. So it's all good. Mushrooms and Shrimp Crackers are more elusive, however, so I hope the knock off brands pull through. :) I wanted to buy Naan and Furikake as well, but I'm really quite thoroughly out of money until September, so I'll wait. :) And thank God for my meal plan.

August 19, 2009

Pilgrim's Progress

"Am I young enough to believe in revolution?
Am I strong enough to get down on my knees and pray?
Am I high enough on the chain of evolution
To respect myself, and my brother and my sister
And perfect myself in my own peculiar way?

I get lazy, and forget my obligations
I'd go crazy, if I paid attention all the time
And I want justice, but I'll settle for some mercy
On this Holy Road through the Universal Mind"

- Kris Kirstofferson, Pilgrim's Progress

August 16, 2009

First Day of Real Work

Today the sorority girls, and a few other kids, mainly a handful of international students, moved in. It was a pretty long day, starting at 6 am. The worst were the two hours I had to spend outside in the middle of the day, directing traffic. I was the only one from my hall's staff working that location, so they more or less ignored me since they were more used to working with each other. It rained quite badly during this time.

Even though I had my umbrella the streets were flash flooded to over my toes, and moisture came in sideways so that even my hair was covered with droplets, and my pants were absolutely soaked. When people would come to talk to me, their windshield wipers threw cups of cold rainwater straight at me. Oh, Missouri rainstorms. The whole atmosphere was frantic and depressing, the skies were so grey and wet that it was hard to see. Before the rain started there were only a few of us doing the traffic, and we could yell orders from about ten cars down. After the rain started we had to be five feet apart, and had to run back and forth giving directions. Even at five foot I was lucky if I could either hear them yell or see how many fingers they were holding up. Still, I was working and it was just part of my job. I was in clothes that could get wet, it wasn't freezing cold outside or anything like that. I felt much sorrier for those who were moving in, whose wardrobes and pillows were getting drenched.

I think the secret to my sanity throughout the day was that whenever things got really slow and the staff was just sitting on the sofa watching golf for an extended period of time, I would steal away to my room for ten minutes and have a snack in peace and quiet. When I woke up this morning I cooked a cup or two of jasmine rice, and when I had a few minutes I added to that the chicken I sauteed the other day, and a teaspoon from a Cantonese spice packet I've had for a startlingly long time. It was, perhaps surprisingly, quite yummy.

I'm on call for the first time tonight - I'm actually the first one of us to be on call. It involves carrying a pager and if anyone gets locked out of their room or has some other problem, they page you and you rescue them, and no one cares if it was 4 am and you were fast asleep. You also have to make a few rounds of the building and make sure everything's okay. I've been on call for almost an hour now and I've done my first walkabout. There were some boys with their music on extremely loud and their door open, so I asked them to either turn the music down or shut the door. They shut the door. Not a big deal. :)

August 14, 2009

The End is Near

We're in the home run stretch of actual training. Of course, this doesn't quite mean a break - we kick off the year with one of it's most stressful events: move-in day. For now it continues to be tough, but things are coming together. My bulletin board is almost done. It's huge, but it filled up faster than I expected.

I picked up my textbooks, and got to my storage bay today to bring everything I was missing to my dorm room. I also went on a trip to Wal Mart to get other things I needed. It was a pretty stressful Wal Mart trip because I was on a tight budget. You see, I dipped into my August money in Japan, so I'm not working with much cash at all at the moment, and I had a pretty long shopping list. About 1/3 of the items are things I will need regularly (aka groceries), 1/3 are things I will need occasionally, including at the beginning of the year (aka laundry detergent), and 1/3 are things I need (new!) for this year (aka landline phone).

I went 16$ over budget, and came to 116$, but I bought:

- Five cheap ceramic microwaveable bowls
- A set of four ziplock tupperware containers
- Dish soap
- Dish sponges
- Dish drying rack and tray
- 8 rolls of paper towels
- Laundry detergent
- A set of towels - 2 full size, 2 hand, 2 washcloths
- A pretty nice bathmat
- A plug-in thing that makes the bathroom smell good. :)
- Super cheap landline telephone
- Clear push pins, coloured push pins
- Nice stapler set with stapler, staples, and staple remover
- Pair of scissors
- A big white binder
- Pilot G2 Pens (One set of black, one set of multicolour, see note below)
- Canned carrots and mushrooms
- Granola bars
- A few bars of candy, and gum

Note: The only things that I really consider luxuries are the pens I picked, at about a dollar per pen. But they are really nice and should last me the semester for sure.

I am trying to get everything in the room. It's starting to get interesting, but I know that I now have everything I will have, so it will be okay. I moved the table in and set it up. It goes very nicely in my last available corner, and I think the room needs the additional bulk, but it's not yet in a super functional location. I may wait until Laura and Tabi move in (not long now!!) and ask their advice on room arrangement. It would be nice to have the table in the center of the room, even though I like my empty hallway now. :P

I emailed my Figgies (refuse to call them Figlets, the official term. My Co-Fac calls them Figgers). Four of them have replied and they seem cool. I already feel attached to all of them although I have no real reason to. :P The P.A. luncheon was today and my Co-Fac and I had a good discussion. As soon as FIG move in is over I'll have time to write up the syllabus, even though we agree that a very flexible syllabus is best.

August 13, 2009

Training Update

Wednesday was the worst day of training for me. I felt discouraged, tired, almost fell asleep in some of the meetings. Today, however, I knew as soon as I woke up that I was on the upswing again. I had more energy, more optimism. We're starting to get tiny increments of 'free time' that we can use to put up bulletin boards, etc. So, I actually see work getting done, and I feel like things are possible. Our schedules are starting to come together, with our floor meetings, staff meetings, and on-call times accounted for. I've unpacked a slight majority of my things, and all the chaos left fits under my bed, leaving me with a pretty nice living environment. Tomorrow I have managed to find time and friends to travel to my storage bay and get a few things I forgot, and then we're going to Wal Mart where I will buy a few new things I've decided I need (stapler, paper organizer), as well as things I used up at the end of last year, like laundry detergent.

We are learning a lot, but I think part of the craziness of training is probably to prepare us for how crazy it might be during the most stressful parts of the year, and make us grateful for the freetime we have in the less stressful parts. By now I have pretty much given up on having personal time - my brain is sort of in crisis mode. I just now found myself with 45 minutes before the next event, and at first I felt lost, directionless. I'm using the time to write this blog post, clean my rice cooker, and shower. When I click on the start button and see things I do when I'm bored (like Stumble, Storybook Creator (Scrapbooking), and Rosetta Stone), it has almost no reaction on me. Not "I wish I had time for it". Just a very deep acceptance that I don't. Not right now.

August 11, 2009

Mid-Training Update

Staff training is pretty intense, but more useful and relevant (at least it seems to be so) than I feared it might be. I feel like I'll use a lot of the information we're learning about. All in all, the whole thing seems more serious and more work than I ever realized as a resident - and that's probably part of the job, acting like it's all easy. :)

Since training is from 7:30 - 10:00 every day, and they really encourage us to get 7-8 hours of sleep, that leaves me with about 90 minutes each day for personal hygiene, keeping my room tidy, continuing to get my stuff organized, cooking (I am starving by the time training ends, and cooking is my relaxing comfort activity :D), and, oh yeah, anything we're supposed to do like making schedules to send our Student Coordinators, or doing work on our bulletin boards. Ahhh!! Okay, so we don't usually have too much in that last category, and I am surviving, probably because I am getting about 7 and a half hours of sleep each night, cooking pretty simple things, and putting showering and things with looming deadlines first. It's all a test about how we manage our time, I know it! :D

My room depresses me, though, because I have a goal to be organized this year, and I think it would be a big help if I thought of my room as an organized and tidy place from the get go. But I really have no time to finish unpacking - I can't rationalize making it a priority. As a consequence, I'm getting more and more used to the sight of my room in shambles.

I'm also an idiot and forgot several important things either at the lake or my storage bay. The lake things are mostly small (shampoo? duh...), and I'm just buying most of them, since I won't be back there for a while, but the storage bay is almost accessible (except that it's only open during the day and I can't go alone...), and the things I have in it are a bit bigger (towels, for example), so I'm having a hard time with the idea of buying them.

I also have to buy a landline phone, and want to buy a printer (doesn't matter how basic), and a rolling file cart thing like Laura Thal has. It's awesome. Also a dish drying rack, since I have a bathroom now, and some ordinary office supplies like notebooks and new pens. The ones I have with me went to Japan and are almost out of ink.

Tonight I made cheddar broccoli macaroni (from a mix) in my rice cooker, and also wanted to cook some chicken breasts. Since I brought my big skillet, but not my spatula or even my wooden spoon, I improvised tonight and cooked with chopsticks for the first time. It worked quite well for stirring and not even terribly for flipping. The hardest part was definitely cutting them into smaller pieces to see whether they were done, but even this wasn't too bad. I think the tender and thin cut of chicken that I used helped, but I just sort of stuck the ends of the chopsticks in there and moved them apart, ripping the chicken more than cutting it. On further reflection it would probably be better to cut meat (or whatever) into small pieces BEFORE cooking them, if using chopsticks. Oh well. It was yummy.

The other people in the South Staff are awesome. A few of them are hilarious, and I think that we will all work well together.

So, things are going okay. Even though I'm sure the next year will bring times that are even more stressful, I am eager for the residents to arrive and the year to begin. I think it will be more energizing to be doing the real thing, interacting with real people, instead of just talking about theory and bracing ourselves.

August 08, 2009

Moving In/Pandora Radio

Staff training has started, and we had a bit of free time tonight, starting around 8. :D I am continuing to get my room organized. I have so much space!! I think I'll even be able to move in my table.

I cooked some rice (finally!), with chicken broth. I realized that I don't have any salt, just every other seasoning on earth. XD Must have left it at the lake... oh well. With that I ate my mom's leftover Thai chicken. It made a nice first meal.

I just discovered Pandora Radio. I actually like it. You enter in a song that you like, and it tells you other songs you should like based on that, and here's the clencher - WHY you should like them. I never knew all these musicky words that explain what I like to listen to, so it's very educational.

To start with, I put in The Cranberries as a band I liked, and it gave me an old favourite: Thank You by Dido. :)

Sulfur

Well, I got home from Japan and spent a night at Laura's house, and then two nights at the lake with my family. I spent today moving into my new dorm room. What can I say - it's awesome. I just took a shower in my own, private shower. :) There are a lot of things I have forgotten, though, like towels, so I had to use the small one I brought up from Florida and still have in my suitcase.

It smelled funny. Not like mildew, though. I couldn't figure it out...

Sulfur. From the hot springs in Nikko. On another planet, in another lifetime.

August 01, 2009

The Japan Trip Comes to an End

I am still in Japan. This is probably the only post I`ll make from the country, and I think that`s a good thing! I wouldn`t want to have flown to the other side of the world only to lounge around online. I have so much to say about my trip! It`s been utterly fantastic. At the same time it`ll be good to go home. I`m dead tired, and I`m KNOWN for my long term stamina. We`ve pushed ourselves hard, and that can`t go on forever! I also need processing time - time to look through photos, write glowing reviews for the wonderful places we stayed, ate, or saw, time to remember, reflect. You might say I`m super-saturated. ;) 

I`m also starting to feel the pressure of the rapid approach of real life. I need to write emails to my FIG students. I got on blogger and all of the blogs I follow, including those of dear friends who I`ll need to catch up with, have moved on and have dozens of unread posts for me. My email inbox is overflowing. I`m super excited about next year, but I have two days to go from Japan to staff training, so that`ll hurt a bit!

I know this post is terribly disappointing for any readers wanting to hear about Japan. Soon, I promise. :D