September 25, 2008

A Certain Sensitivity

I had strange dreams. And...

I woke up this morning pregnant with emotion. I don't know if it's only that I'm finally changing direction and it's only the inertia in my heart reacting to it, or what. Mayumi thinks I'm sick, but I'm not... it's just that, talking to you... it makes something inside of me tremble. I don't quite feel nauseous but it's a strange feeling. I don't know why - it's been a long, long time since I was torn up with longing for you, but I guess the closest I can get to saying it is this...

I seem to have a certain sensitivity to you.

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